**Worn out**

Here lately I have been soooo..... tired! It's just like even if i sleep 12 hours it wouldn't be enough for me! But I guess with working basically 2 jobs everyday and then school on top of that has a lot to do with it! I'm becoming to get ill very easily too, its like the simpliest things just push my buttons and I get so mad so easy... and believe it or not i'm usually not like that! I just think that all of the stress of school and work its just really taking a toll on my body!! I just wish that things would slow down for a while... I'm tired of being tired!! lol ! But maybe things will slow down soon and I will catch up on all of my sleep! lol!
As many of you know I love facebook and myspace... most of the time if I'm on the computer I'm on either one of those! Well I was looking at a few of my older friends pictures and realized that I am so glad that I quit being friends with them when I did! There are pictures of them drinking, smoking, and wearing the skimpiest(sp?) clothes, all over guys etc. It makes me think about what they used to be like, I know that me and a few of them used to be attached by the hip, everywhere she was I was and vise versa. It makes me so sad to think how much fun we used to have together and how we used to talk about people like they have become. Its really sad! In a way I think that its my fault for not leading them in the right direction... But then again I tried all i could and didn't work... some ppl just don't listen, but one of these days they will wish that they did. One of the girls even got baptized into the church one year at camp... I was so excited...to think that i had a part in bringing someone who hadn't been to church her whole entire life to christ... just made me sooo... happy! Then the next year when school started back she wanted to go to church where all of the "cool" people went.... it broke my heart... I know me and Rachel cried and cried for nights about it! But we tried! Its so sad ...... how can people be so IGNORANT?
Well anyway on a good note, I think I did reallly good on my math test last week! I will get the grade monday and will post (if its good) lol...
Have a great day! TTFN.......