I just wasn't meant to have a car!

Well first off, Yesterday I reached a milestone in my life, I paid my car off. I was sooo excited because 1st,that is $200 extra a month in my checking account 2nd, I am actually growing up and feeling good about myself. Well SPLAT ON THAT! Today I treated myself to a day off from work study and staying home to chill , to reward myself for paying off my car. Well I decided to go to the shop to get my roots done because I was way overdue, so I went to the shop and did that, well it was time to go to work so i left the shop on my way there. Well funny story before I tell you about what happened afterward. Last night after Keri's baptism I was telling Jared about my achievement and He said " You watch you'll wreck your car tomorrow" and I proceed to tell Jared " And you'll be paying for it too" Well here goes after I left the shop I was at the red light in Graysville on my way to work, my light turned green it was green for a good 10 seconds before i went, so I went and when i started going I looked over and when i looked there came an 18 wheeler headed toward me and I realized IT'S NOT STOPPING!!! So all I could do is hold on tight to my steering wheel and scream, and think I'M GONE! Well he hit me and was going I know, about 65mph, I was so shaken up. I turned my car off and just started balling and squalling!!! So I looked over and there was this really tricked out Chrysler 300m stopped beside me, and there was a black man driving and a white woman in the passenger seat. I roll down my window and the woman says " OOOOO Gurrrrlll dat truck jus ran dat red light. You ok gurr!" Ok at the time I wasn't laughing but now I think that was hilarious. So people start running up to my car asking me if I was ok and all i could say was, and this is me balling and squalling " I JUST PAID IT OFF" lol! Needless to say I was heartbroken. So they took me to the emergency room and got checked out and I'm fine. I'll just be a little bit sore tomorrow. My car is totaled.OUCH that really hurts me to say that! The whole front of it it torn off! If I had been an inch further out in the road when he hit as Uncle David said " There would be no more Jasmine" I know, I know, scary thought....life without Jasmine, who would want that? lol jk! O well I didn't get hurt that is all that matters I guess. I may be better off in the long run who knows! It was his fault soo... we'll see! pray for me and my car! lol ! TTFN

Promised pictures from Addi's pageant

Uncle Billy and Addi!



"Mommy I love you, Can I change now??" lol


Sweet mommy daughter picture!


I think this is the best one!



I love this picture! Is she not the cutest??



Zac and Addi!



Sweet Beautiful Addi!!




The real Addi coming out! lol

**Worn out**

Here lately I have been soooo..... tired! It's just like even if i sleep 12 hours it wouldn't be enough for me! But I guess with working basically 2 jobs everyday and then school on top of that has a lot to do with it! I'm becoming to get ill very easily too, its like the simpliest things just push my buttons and I get so mad so easy... and believe it or not i'm usually not like that! I just think that all of the stress of school and work its just really taking a toll on my body!! I just wish that things would slow down for a while... I'm tired of being tired!! lol ! But maybe things will slow down soon and I will catch up on all of my sleep! lol!
As many of you know I love facebook and myspace... most of the time if I'm on the computer I'm on either one of those! Well I was looking at a few of my older friends pictures and realized that I am so glad that I quit being friends with them when I did! There are pictures of them drinking, smoking, and wearing the skimpiest(sp?) clothes, all over guys etc. It makes me think about what they used to be like, I know that me and a few of them used to be attached by the hip, everywhere she was I was and vise versa. It makes me so sad to think how much fun we used to have together and how we used to talk about people like they have become. Its really sad! In a way I think that its my fault for not leading them in the right direction... But then again I tried all i could and didn't work... some ppl just don't listen, but one of these days they will wish that they did. One of the girls even got baptized into the church one year at camp... I was so excited...to think that i had a part in bringing someone who hadn't been to church her whole entire life to christ... just made me sooo... happy! Then the next year when school started back she wanted to go to church where all of the "cool" people went.... it broke my heart... I know me and Rachel cried and cried for nights about it! But we tried! Its so sad ...... how can people be so IGNORANT?
Well anyway on a good note, I think I did reallly good on my math test last week! I will get the grade monday and will post (if its good) lol...
Have a great day! TTFN.......

WOW!!

Hi everyone,
Wow the weekend was sooo... busy! Ok first things first, Addi did awesome in the pageant Saturday!!She looked so georgous!! I went back to the back with her before the pageant started and she was so excited!! She didn't look nervous at all! All of the little girls looked so cute and they all kept coming up to Addi and saying " wow you look so pretty" and of course DIVA ADDI would just spin and grin and say "Thanks" in that sweet little voice! It was the cutest thing!! So after it was over I asked Addi if she had fun and if she would like to do it again next year..... she said "OOOO...YEAH" Congrats Addi you did amazing!!
Mom is doing ok besides the steriods making her extremely emotional! Please continue to pray for her and little JaKeria!!

Getting ready for the big day saturday!

As many of you know Addi is going to be in her school pageant Saturday! I am so excited and anxious for her!! I know that she is going to do great!! She recently asked my Kim if she had went over to the courthouse to get her spot in the parade after she wins the pageant! I thought that was so funny! Poor Kim... I don't know who she got this DIVA attitude from!! lol! I hope everyone comes to support Addi and this big day for her!!! It is this Saturday I'm not sure what time though I will have to find out from Kim! Addi is the sweetest little girl in the whole wide world, I just know she will do wonderful in this pageant, and if she wins GREAT, if she doesn't she is still a winner in my heart! I LOVE YOU ADDI! GOOD LUCK!
I recently had another math test with that CRAZY math teacher! I am having so many problems with her and her teaching. I had to stay up a long time Tuesday night telling Zac all of the problems on the pretest and him helping me understand! Overall I think i did a good job on the test! But this teacher is soooo..... WEIRD!
Keep mom in all of your prayers! She will be having a 3 day dose of steriods ran through her body! Please continue to pray that everything will be ok!
On a good note, I'm so glad that gas has got down under $3.00 a gallon! The other day on my way home from school I stopped at the QV station in sumiton and filled up... from a quarter of a tank it only took me $18.00!! WOO...HOO...! I think the gas was $2.24 a gallon! I was sooooo... happy! I hope it continues to go down!!
O yeah... I voted Tuesday night! That was very exciting for me! I felt something I've never felt before after I walked out of the church where we voted... kind of like I had accomplished something BIG and for the first time I felt like I am getting older! It was a wonderful expierence and quick too... thank goodness! The election didn't come out as I had hoped but I have prayed everyday since then that he will lead our country well and make all the right decisions for our country in the next 4 years!
Well I guess thats all... TTFN!

Busy Busy Busy

Hi everyone,
I know I'm a little behind on posting!! sorry! This weekend has been very busy but good!! Friday night Alex, Zac, and me got ready and went to Uncle David and Aunt Susans house for their Halloween party!! We had a blast! The food was amazing (as always) and the spook trail was even better ( well not better but really good) lol! Saturday we went to the shop because Zac was way overdue for a haircut!! The rest of the day was really chill! We watched Wind Chill, Saw III, One Missed Call, and Transformers!! It was a lazy day!! lol! Sunday we went to West Walker to church and ate lunch at grammies, and man was it good, then we went back to WW for the singing at 2, after that we went to Zacs and played football and watched another movie!! So it was a very busy weekend but really fun too!
School is getting harder and harder everytime I come!! I have decided to switch from pharmacy to nursing bc of all of the school and Auburn only takes 120 students out of 800-1000 students who apply every year!! I would have to take 2 years of pre rec. classes and then apply for the pharmacy school and I just don't wanna risk not getting in after all of that hard work!! So I am going to start getting all of my classes together next semester so maybe I can get into nursing school next fall!! I'm really excited about it and hope and pray everyday that everything works out!! Well I guess I've done enough babbling for today!! TTFN!